“when you look up ‘hilarious’ in the dictionary, there’s a picture of you”

i don’t know

shit

i almost got into a car accident today

what the hell?!

After three days of pondering


After three days of pondering for a nice comeback to reply to the request of becoming more than normal friends, I came to realise some of my true feelings:

  1. Saying “I love you” would be a lie to you.
  2. Saying “I don’t like you” would be a lie to myself.
  3. So is this what they call “complicated love”?

I think I really like you a lot as a friend, so maybe that’s why I hold your hands, hold unto you tight, press my head unto your chest, and always stay close to you. I feel like you’re like a friend from my early childhood and I can trust you. The kind of boy I used to make sand castles together, the boy that would push me on the swing, boy whom I can roll down the grassy hills together carefreely. I appreciate you for how you are, yet you see me in a different way. I am afraid not accepting your request to become more than ‘just friends’ will hurt our friendship. I don’t want you to never talk to me again. I want you to know that I really value what we have but I am not ready to go on another level in our relationship… not the romantic way.

Can we be just friends…?

I really like you. I don’t want to lose you.

DTR


  • Define the Relationship:
  1. having a discussion about where the relationship stands,
  2. telling a boy that you just see him as a friend,
  3. explain why you held his hands and put your head on his chest without having feelings for him in the first place,
  4. admit you saw your murmurs to him only a game,
  5. apologize for leading him on without intending to catch him fall,
  6. say “no” to the questions, “Can you be my girl?”.

I suck at this even after having to go through it many times. I have a hard time being clear. I keep people hanging.

I thought we were just friends…

i don’t want this.

so how about you give me some personal space? stop constantly emailing me, messaging me, calling me, staring at me.

“Today, after extraordinary costs, we are bringing the Iraq war to a responsible end. We will remove our combat brigades from Iraq by the end of next summer, and all of our troops by the end of 2011. That we are doing so is a testament to the character of our men and women in uniform. Thanks to their courage, grit and perseverance , we have given Iraqis a chance to shape their future, and we are successfully leaving Iraq to its people.”

President Obama, Speech on Afghanistan
18x24, Acrylics, 2008
done with USC apps and uploading portfolio
now i just need an artist statement, should be a piece of cake.

18x24, Acrylics, 2008

done with USC apps and uploading portfolio

now i just need an artist statement, should be a piece of cake.

To Guys:


I know I’ve been wanting to write this for quite a while now. However, I will just list out some things I absolutely cannot stand from my experiences:

  1. If the girl isn’t responding much to you when you ask her continuous questions, she probably does not want to talk to u. What’s worse is that she probably wants you to get out of her sight.
  2. If the girl continues to give you one worded answers without making eye contact, stop asking her more questions!! She’s really trying to say, “stop being nosy.”
  3. If the girl doesn’t return your call, that says something. Don’t try calling a million times after you’ve realized that she has not called you back once.
  4. Give personal space. Know how to keep a distance.

yeahh… Sometimes i get kinda sad. I always attract these guys that are just on the wrong latter. Perhaps these guys tend to have bad skills.

What about the guys that are just on top of the right latter all the time? Do they notice me?

haha! who cares! some guys are SO annoying.

I’d give anything to have that heart again.