So much time, so little to say.

Me: I don’t want to live anymore…

Audrey: you have so much to live for. Jesus loves you.

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Me: I don’t really want to go back home to visit my mom.

Audrey: Don’t say that. Once she’s gone, she’s gone.

I always feel convicted when I speak to her. So I hurried home this weekend. I think maybe i should go back to Taiwan again during winter. Grandpa and father… I want to spend time with them.