So much time, so little to say.

It’s been a while since I posted. I’m sure you were relieved to not have been able to read my thoughts.

First week of school ended and I must admit it was rather rough for many reasons. 1.) JEMS hasn’t contacted me and I have a feeling they might cancel this trip afterall. The excitement was for nothing… but I learned to always look to God and what He is doing in my life rather than what He is doing for my “ministries”/”callings”. 2.) My teacher told me I probably can’t finish the film. What a downer! And I have been debating on how my film should look like. 3.) Going home reopened some wounds and it took a week of hanging out with CalArtians to seal them scars again. When will God just remove this band-aid and create in my a complete new skin?! 

Anyway, I am grateful for the wonderful people at CalArts. I wonder how each one of these friendships will unfold. :) 

Dear Jesus,

I know this film is Yours. You inspired it, so You will finish it! May You always remind me to put you first and that I will not lean on my own strength to make my artwork. Art is Your gift to me, so continue to speak to me in my quiet times. Show me your ways and guide me in your paths (Psalms 25:4)

Turn Your Lights Down Low is a good song. ”I wanna give you some good good lovin’”